Friday, September 25, 2009



For once in my life I am actually not looking forward to weekends. This seldom happens in the life of IT people. They work their a** off on the weekdays and almost always Fridays are the best days at work.. :). Looking forward to the weekend brings so much more happiness than actually living and doing things over the weekend. Past 2 weeks have gone by as long weekends and I am so angry that I have nothing to do. :(


I kill my weekends playing with my little one, otherwise reading or yeah playing farm town. Have reached the max level there too so there is no much fun playing it anymore. But still just hang around there rearranging and restructuring my farm. I think it somehow has become my dream farm :). Wish I could have one such thing sometime in my life.

Ok coming back to the weekends things.. I am so bored. Wondering what to do!!. In a way I somehow feel better if its a working day. At least I end up tired in bed and don't have to think whats there to do tomorrow... hmmm hmmmm....

PS: the pics you see above are the ones from my Dream Farm. In case you are wondering, that's the from the Farm Town Game on the Facebook.

Thursday, September 24, 2009


  1. From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready? OK! J Will try my best
  2. Think back six months ago, were you single? Nope
  3. What do you carry with you at all times? My wedding ring and 2 other rings. I believe they are lucky. (I wear them)
  4. When you say you don't care, do you mean it? Not really. I think 8/10 times its to escape the moment or person. Most times it means wish I could stop caring or I’m going to try to stop caring.
  5. How are you feeling? Overwhelmed…Missing my hubby. :(
  6. Is something wrong right now? Right now.. I think I am just feeling worried.
  7. Are you mad at someone? No
  8. What's on your mind? Well.. a lot I guess.
  9. Are you jealous of someone right now? I think women by nature are jealous. Yes I am. For not getting something I deserve but I see another side of it as ‘ may be God has something else in store of me ‘
  10. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig? Never did!
  11. Do you want to start over with anyone? Not really but in general if I can erase of some bad memories I think its all good.
  12. Do you know if anyone likes you? hmmm…ya blush blush…!
  13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? yes, If I want to and if I feel OK on my own.
  14. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Working & and see am blogging.. LOL
  15. True love or 1 billion bucks? Of course True Love
  16. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? All the time. That’s the most common compliment I receive
  17. Anything you would change about your life right now? Who doesn’t want to do a selective change? Well I am not different
  18. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get? I am not a tattoo person..
  19. Could you cry right now? Yes I think. If I have a conversation with God and If I think of something I have been wanting and not got yet
  20. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying? Oh yes. Specially if I’m alone.
  21. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking? I think this is tough for me – Holding back. I really can’t. Usually a very spontaneous person and react pretty quick. So its like I have to make a conscious effort to hold back.
  22. Are you okay with the life you live? Looking up – ‘No there is still so much I need to accomplish in life’. Looking down – ‘God has been kind to me and I am blessed in many ways. Thank You God’
  23. Last person you told a secret to? Don’t have much secrets as such. And If I do, it wont be one if I share..LOL
  24. Do you like hugs? Of Course ! But got to be from the right people, right time.
  25. Do you believe true love can conquer anything? Tricky one.. No experience in this one
  26. When was the last time you cried? Sep 23, 11 PM
  27. How much money did you spend today? Nothing yet.
  28. What are you sitting on right now? My rotating chair
  29. Who's the last person you IM'd? Suma
  30. What's something you really want right now, be honest. Join my hubby with a job in hand.
  31. How do you feel about your hair right now? I need to comb it.
  32. What did you do yesterday? Work, read a book, TV and sleep.
  33. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret? Depends.. on what and whom it was disclosed to.
  34. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them? Yes, but not disclosing the name.
  35. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't? This morning
  36. Is someone on your mind right now? Yes… lots of them
  37. Who's birthday is coming up? My dad’s – the 8th of Nov. he is turning 60.
  38. Were you happy when you woke up? I was anxious. Actually when I woke up I was just lying thinking of my hubby and if he was OK and there he calls even before the thought ended. I had tears in my eyes. Miss him in many ways, more than I thought I would.
  39. What is one emotion you are feeling right now? Nothing actually. My novel is waiting. Need to finish this and run.
  40. What's the last thing you ate? Lunch – Rice, Brinjal curry
  41. Are you easy to get along with? That’s what people say.
  42. Ever cheated on someone? No Comments. Says it all I guess !!
  43. Who is the last person to send you a text? 121 – customer care of Airtel
  44. What are you currently listening to? The ceiling Fan, Diya, and my thoughts

Thursday, September 17, 2009

The Secret

PS: A good one. I could not resist sharing it.


One day, one friend asked another, "How is it that you are always so happy? You have so much energy, and you never seem to get down." With her eyes smiling, she said, "I know a Secret!"


"What secret is that?" To which she replied, "I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others." "The Secret is this: I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HIS riches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do. He has never let me down. Since I learned that 'Secret', I am happy." The questioner's first thought was, "That's too simple!" But upon reflecting over her own life she recalled how she thought a bigger house would make her happy, but it didn't! She thought a better paying job would make her happy, but it hadn't. When did she realize her greatest happiness? Sitting on the floor with her grandchildren, or other children, playing games, eating pizza or reading a story, a simple gift from God. Now you know it too! We can't depend on people to make us happy. Only GOD in His infinite wisdom can do that. Trust HIM! And now I pass the Secret on to you! So once you get it, what will you do? You have to tell someone the Secret, too! That GOD in His wisdom will take care of YOU! But it's not really a secret... We just have to believe it and do it... Really trust God!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009



Could not stop myself. I am so happy. Nothing very great to be happy about but I just need to remember this day. Nothing better than writing a post here. I think its better to add up small small happiness everyday and cherish each of them like its something really big. Trying to walk on that path now. :)



Ok coming to today. How does it feel when you meet someone after a long long time and doesn't it add up to be more special when the one who you meet is someone you have been longing to meet? Well that's what exactly happened. No much words to write about it. Simple and neat.. Am just happy. It rained soon after and it just made the moment perfect. Think the sky was happy for me too. Sharing and saving a memory here... Thank You God... :)




Here's a little 'GET TO KNOW ME' fun game...be a sport and please keep it going. This what you need to do...cut and paste this entire blog (yep...no copyright!) and answer the questions and paste it on your page...at the end name the persons you want to tag.
1. How tall are you barefoot?
5'4'' :)
2. Have you ever smoked before?
Yes, just to see how it feels to smoke. But couldn't take even a puff properly so dumped the idea. And the verdict: not my style..
3. Do you own a gun?
No, not at present but sometimes when I am angry i think 'wish I had one'..
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
Amnesia.. he he
5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
Does it matter, when it got crushed?? And doesn't it keep changing from time to time.. he he and now I think am old for crushing and being crushed...
6. What's your favorite silly song?
Lots I guess... :)
7. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Tea or coffee..doesn't matter if nothing is available too
8. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Pending stuff at work, Need to talk to my hubby, and whats pending to be done at home.
9. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Secret... we will take it offline.. :)
10. Do you own a knife?
Ya, 4-5 in the kitchen. Should serve the purpose when needed..
11. Name the last thing you have bought today.
Eggs, Lays, 4-30 PM yesterday.
12. Name five drinks you regularly drink.
Water, Tea, Cold Coffee, Pepsi, Miranda.

13. What time did you wake up today?
7-30 am
14. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Smile and everlasting smile...
15. What song did you last hear?
Some rhymes with my daughter..
16. Favorite place to be?
Home - with my family of course..
17. Least favorite place to be?
Boring parties and seminars..
18. Do you own slippers?
I am assuming you know the answer..;)
19. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
10 yrs older.. on earth unless life starts on the Moon :)
20. Do you burn or tan?
Tan of course.. :) Burn at times.. when I am jealous.. can't help.. he he
21. Yellow and blue?
Blue
22. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Anything which comes to my mind then...
23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Ghosts!
24. What's in your pockets right now?
Nothing. The dress doesn’t have pockets!
25. Last thing that made you laugh?
Talking to my friend - Gossip :)
26. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Bed sheets?? They were never in my list of favorites as a child.
27. Worst injury you've ever had?
A broken heart. Why did he do that!? :((
28. Do you wish on stars?
Yes.. Gives some hope isn't it..
29. What were you doing 1 AM last night??
Sleeping .... deep in dreams..
30. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
I want to meet the person on my thoughts right now. This is someone I have not met for about 3 yrs now.

I want Molly and Amit to write this tag.
And yes.. I want to know their answers..


Tagged: Molly and Amit

I liked this tagging and tagged myself. My friends are free to follow. :D.

Here are the rules:

RULE 1:You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2:You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

RULE 3:Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag to your friends to answer this.

So here goes my answers:

  • Asked someone to marry you? Innocent.
  • Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Innocent.
  • Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent.
  • Ever told a lie? Guilty.
  • Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty.
  • Kissed a picture? Guilty.
  • Slept in until 5 PM? Innocent.
  • Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty.
  • Held a snake? Innocent.
  • Been suspended from school? Innocent.
  • Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent.
  • Stolen from a store? Innocent.
  • Been fired from a job? Innocent.
  • Done something you regret? Guilty.
  • Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Innocent.
  • Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty.
  • Kissed in the rain? Innocent.
  • Sat on a roof top? Innocent.
  • Kissed someone you shouldn't’t? Guilty.
  • Sang in the shower? Guilty.
  • Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent.
  • Shaved your head? Innocent.
  • Had a boxing membership? Innocent.
  • Made a boyfriend cry? Guilty.
  • Been in a band? Innocent.
  • Shot a gun? Innocent.
  • Donated Blood? Innocent.
  • Eaten alligator meat? Innocent.
  • Eaten cheesecake? Innocent.
  • Still love someone you shouldn't’t? Guilty
  • Have/had a tattoo? Innocent.
  • Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty
  • Been too honest? Guilty
  • Ruined a surprise? Innocent.
  • Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn't’t walk afterwards? Guilty
  • Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty.
  • Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Innocent.
  • Joined a pageant? Innocent.
  • Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty
  • Had communication with your ex? Guilty
  • Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent
  • Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty.

I would like to pass it to Molly & Amit :)

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Thanks Amit. Think this is something which took more time than any other blog entry in my list. It really was a cool tag and made me scratch my head. :)


8 TV SHOWS I LOVE TO WATCH.
1.) Movies - on any channel
2.) Tom and Jerry
3.) Serial - Manasaputri
4.) Serial - parijatam
5.) Music Channels
6.) NA :(
7.) NA :(
8.) NA :(


8 FAVORITE PLACES TO EAT
1.) Marrybrown/MacDonald’s
2.) Chilli Pepper - North Indian/Bihari food
3.) KFC
4.) Subway
5.) Hydrabad Biriyani
6.) Gangotri Chats
7.) Kumarakkom - South Indian and Chinese
8.) Pizza Hut


8 THINGS THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY
1.) I got up at 6-30 and spoke to my husband, rather can say fought with him :) or :(.
2.) Took a cup of Tea..that was my breakfast
3.) Had a lays chips packet at 11.
4.) Chatted with Molly.
5.) Spoke to another friend by 10 AM
6.) Worked from 9 AM to 7 PM
7.) Finished reading the Book - 'you are here'
8.) My dad came to visit me at 8 PM.


8 THINGS I LOOK FORWARD TO
1.) To be free of the problems I am having right now - includes all of them.
2.) My younger sister’s marriage.
3.) To meet some new good friends/people in life.
4.) To visit few places abroad.
5.) To do my PhD in a good university.
6.) To do some good work for the organisation I work for and get recognised
7.) To do something that makes a difference in the life of the less fortunate people
8.) To be an active blogger.


8 THINGS I LOVE ABOUT WINTER
1.) Long sleepy nights under the quilt.
2.) A hot cup of coffee, potato fries, pakoda, groundnuts :))
3.) Sitting around the fire.
4.) Hot water bath.. and when you don't want to come out
5.) Watching the snow.
6.) sweater and socks.
7.) Sitting in the sun and chatting with friends
8.) watching a movie curled up with a loved one ;)


8 THINGS ON MY WISH LIST
1.) I want to be a successful professional and a good mother.
2.) I want to have a small beach house for myself to spend my vacations.
3.) Have real good friends/people around to support, care and share
4.) Wish to travel all over the world
5.) Ride a S class, Maroon/Wine red Merc :). I don't want to own it though.
6.) Want to write a book on my life.
7.) Wish that my daughter grows up to be a good human being and a well educated professional
8.) Always wish some time for myself.


8 THINGS I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT
1.) Good Music - I love Lata Mangeshkar Songs
2.) Blogging
3.) Good books...for light reading. Don't like the serious ones
4.) Like to travel, see new places
5.) I love to rearrange and modify things at home
6.) Cooking..trying new things
7.) Shopping ;) Window shopping most of the times
8.) Hobbies, craft work, movies.


8 WORDS OR PHRASES I USE OFTEN
1.) Good

2.) Hmmm
3.) Get lost
4.) I need a break
5.) OK.
6.) What is happening
7.) Stupid
8.) Hello (often on mobile)


8 THINGS LEARNT FROM PAST
1.) Appearances are deceptive.
2.) Expectations makes us more unhappy. Expect less or nothing in return.
3.) The best things come to you when you least expect it. Believe in the superpower called God.
4.) The goodness you show or do come back in some form or the other. It never goes in vain.
5.) Nothing is perfect, its within us to accept the imperfectness and make the best of it, be it people or circumstances.
6.) Hard work pays, sooner or later. And so does perseverance.
7.) Be yourself. Show off, false image, lies never lasts.
8.) When you want to ask for rights, also think of the responsibility attached. Be there for people who love and care for you.


8 PLACES I WOULD LOVE TO GO OR VISIT OR SEE
1.) Rome-Venice
2.) Switzerland
3.) Maldives
4.) Russia
5.) Hawaii islands
6.) The Gulf Countries
7.) Paris
8.) Andaman Nicobar/Lakshadeep


8 THINGS I CURRENTLY NEED OR WANT
1.) Want to get a new mobile. Confused on what I want :)
2.) Want to watch an entertaining film with a good friend
3.) Want to go on a drive/coffee with someone nice.
4.) Want to write more posts on my blog.
5.) Want to hear some good music and sleep for a while without being disturbed
6.) Want to go shopping. But again am confused about 'what to shop'.. he he
7.) Want to read more blogs and appreciate the creativity in people.
8.) Want to buy some good books to read.


Except the first one I got 8 for all others. Phew.. this was a little tough. All is well that ends well.. Now its your turn my blogger friends and readers.

Thursday, September 03, 2009


1. Two names I am known by: Deepti, Deeps.
2. Two things that scare me: Hurting people and being hated back for that, Losing my loved ones.
3. Two of my everyday essentials: My mobile, My laptop
4. Two things I am wearing right now: Slippers, Nighty
5. Two of my favourite Music bands: Boyzone, Vengaboys
6. Two of my favourite hobbies: Reading blogs and blogging, reading
7. Two things I want badly: Want to be emotionally free of burdens, Want to tour the world with my hubby
8. Two places I want to go on Vacation: Hawai Islands, Rome-Venice
9. Two things I want to do before I die: Write a biography, spend my life after 50 in a beach house.
10. Two things I am thinking about right now: Thinking about work, Thinking how to make by Diya eat well.
11. Two places I shop at: Naidu Hall, Westside
12. Two people I have not spoken to in a while: Sujatha, Priya
13. Two favourite websites: Facebook, Blogs
14. Two people who will fill this out: Amit, Molly
15. Two things I did last night: Read a book, slept
16. Two shows I watch: Mr Bean, Tom&Jerry
17. Two places I like to hang out at: Cafe Coffee Day, Creamy Inn Ice creams
18. Two favourite subjects in school: English, Games :)
19. Two favourite places to eat: Subway, KFC
20. Two people who live in my house: My daughter, Myself
21. Two things I ate today: Dosa, Rice
22. Two people I last spoke to: Molly, Prem

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